so last night it was to zouk first with eileen and friends. then to arena with becky. met alex and jeremy there too. we open 3 bottles of chivas. walk past lunar, and some of them still can remember me, thank god for that, haha.. i left at 2am, then back to zouk to meet eileen. and i saw may and bf, but they were leaving. it was slightly better then arena. i was feeling damn shit in arena. but i left zouk at 330am too.
seriously, i may hibernate these 2 months. theres no other places i really want to club or party at anymore. everything seems so werid and different. i thought i could try out and not to think about you nor mos. but i guess i was wrong. all my fun energy are gone just like that. nothing seems the same like before. maybe i cant accept such changes like i thought i could. maybe im too used to having bouncers protecting and helping me, knowing everyone in the same area. thats why i cant seem to let go all of this so fast.
